i feel so still in life. that's a pretty good word to try and describe it. i feel like i'm just not getting much done and not being very productive. maybe it's because i have my head and mind on such huge aspirations, that my body is just becoming very impatient. well, i actually know that it's very impatient.
it doesn't help that i am done with absolutely everything school-related, besides conference. which is still 26 days away. 26 days that i feel like, were i back home, i could really put to use. but i understand, i am not under my schedule. i am under His. i need to be reminded that His timing is perfect, and thus far i have begun to realize this. i have this mindset that there isn't much more for me to catch here, and that my season is done. and i'm praying that God will just rock my world with something the next 20 days, at least until Savannah gets here. because i'm dry. i need to get my hands dirty and this feeling alone is like nothing i've ever felt. it lets me know that God has placed my aspirations inside of me.
although the days have been long and quite uneventful, recently i was able to sell my Gretsch and made some good profit from what i bought it for over in the States. i'll ship it tomorrow.
can i just mention that talking on the phone to my glorious family making jokes in the pool and passing the phone around, while laughing at the dogs and Savannah's common speaking/knowledge goofs does not help too much? haha.
20 days.
35 days.
goodnight,
chadwick
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